Consider this a sign! God wants you to find Him and to be in a relationship with Him! The ultimate display of someone's love for another is their willingness to sacrifice something precious for the receiver...even if it costs the giver their own life. May you find out more about God's loving sacrifice for you here the Holy Bible, i.e, Tenach (Old Testament) and New Testament. If you already know Him, may you, too, be encouraged and refreshed here!